music happenings

The next phase is to find music I can use to support my piece. I need music that is diegetic with the character and background music. https://tunetank.com/themes/  has a lot of resources for copyright free content and I plan on finding multiple soundtracks from it. On this website as well were options for sound effects and I feel I can refer back to this website in the future.

• https://tunetank.com/t/61hf/5688-time-to-breathe
• this is one of the songs I envisioned the main character to play to drown out on the run to which he gets interrupted
• https://tunetank.com/sound/101537-vibration-from-turbulence
  
• I can use this for the sound behind the car drives I am planning
• Music from Tunetank.com Finval - Stasis (Copyright Free Music) Download free: https://tunetank.com/t/61hf/3802-stasis
  
• this is a good atmosphere sound I could utilize if I need simple support with a mysterious atmosphere
• Music from Tunetank.com Rage Sound - The End Of Humanity (Copyright Free Music) Download free: https://tunetank.com/t/61hf/3832-the-end-of-humanity
  
• This song is good support for the ideas I have for the mental breakdown and deterioration and mental health

Finding music was needed for my piece and I hope to find other pieces later because I know I want audio support heavily on this piece. Meeting with my actor will be needed and we can location scout for effective film production. 

For my previous post on ideas of shots- car driving popped up quite a bit, so I need to either research sounds on characters driving at extremely fast speeds or figure out how I can produce that sound by my own means. 

The sound bridges with dialogue to the natural world will be very cool transitions if I can edit it properly. I need to work out who my best friend character could be to get the malicious chill I need for them to produce. Thankfully, my main character actor that I planned for happily accepted my offer to be in my short film. They were quite happy to be offered and ready to shoot whenever I get everything together. 

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Ideas Ideas Ideas

 I have a person who I think I want to make my character for the project. I would like to meet with him and see what he does normally day-to-day and if that can inspire settings. I wanna see if I can make a sorta shot list, so here we go:

• a waking upshot with aggression that he forgot to charge his AirPods and has to go through the day without them and cannot find any other earbuds
• With my shots, I am already envisioning close-up shots that are doing almost 360 moving upwards until the voices get too loud that we see a physical reaction. 
• gradually progression of mental wellbeing being documented
• prompted shots for the sins to have a voice come out to, for example:
• greed- take their wallet to a person walking in front 
• you should be ahead in your classes
• why aren't you doing enough
• wrath - don't let others walk into you, do something about it
• tell them what's really on your mind
• envy- don't go easy on them, take the win
• take everything for yourself
• pride- you shouldn't be talking to that low life
• don't waste your breath on that person
• a closeup transitioned to a very wide depth of field to where the voices are no longer heard and the character yelling at them echos 
• putting charged AirPods in a gym bag and going into his car
• speeding in the car when voices gradually begin
• a gym shot where the voices are pushing him harder and harder - he then remembers to get his AirPods
• talking with self in a medium shot why this is happening to him in a cool down
• heads home and parks and the voices start again so he decides to go for a run
• a running shot where the character puts AirPods in where the music drowns out the voice
• then would progress that the AirPods die and the friend character appears saying, "Hey I was trying to get your attention but I guess you couldn't hear me."
• they sit down and he proceeds to go on his mental list of how a lot is going on in his head and there's no escape
• he could divulge that there isn't something right and the character is going through something very abnormal.
• could then proceed with them somehow taking the AirPods when he divulges his feelings and is distracted
• sets up where the character isn't able to block out the voices without the music.
• the Airpod necessity drowns out and the character is just aggressive and upset why it doesn't stop
• "I can't live like this anymore"
• This is where the postmodern twist can occur
• The guy can be driven to the breaking point in which he drives his car until it crashes
• The best friend character can just get a notification that subject 10467 ended his life
• she could give a response, "awe I thought he would live a little longer than the last."

So, in making this idea/shot list my previous ideas didn't present as much as I originally intended. The more technical aspects are lacking and it seems I didn't really need them. I could see how I can still include them but it isn't necessary for the script. I want to keep the piece dark in the composition of lighting to get my darker themes emphasized. I do not want too much light and plan to have the majority of my scenes in the late afternoon to nighttime so there isn't too much exposure. 

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Delve a little deeper

 The real question in using my research would really be the choice between whether I would interpret the sins explicitly or implicitly. I think I also need to refine the way I want to interpret my short film. I know I want to express my genre with more psychology and have that postmodern twist. However, I do know there is absolutely no way I could express every single sin in an implicit way for it to come across and not be too over the top.  It would be cool if I could develop the short film idea into a psychological thriller. 

If I could form that best friend who is foreshadowed to be ruining the main character's life actually part of the thrill, maybe? I really like my idea and I want to do what is possible and not too much where I try to fit everything that it just doesn't work. Last year I made the mistake with my production and the choice to produce an opening that just had too much for what was needed. 

So let's see what I can utilize and what I can do:

First, I need to develop my plotline effectively and find my character. The script needs to be written so I need to start with drafts in dialogue writing. 

Second, the idea of my piece will follow a devil on the shoulder. An idea I just thought of could be to change the position of having two opposing forces against the main character and conform to one. The voices inside the head can all be that character and I could do an audio effect to change the voiceover with a voice modulator and at the end have it switch to the real voice as the same people are talking. For example, "It was me ..... all along" type of idea. 

Third, I know what kind of look I want with lighting composition but I need to develop what settings I will shoot. 

Continuing I know my piece will rely heavily on the audio effects that I want to produce. My piece most likely will have its intended effect if I can properly make the audio effects to make the atmosphere. 

This next week begins my production plans. If I can find my character - producing a storyline with dialogue I can imagine happening would be beneficial. I have been looking at people to possibly work with on my production for all of the weeks I have been planning. Maybe I can take a trial run with a possible subject and see where it goes then commit to it. 

My biggest anxiety is the commitment to an idea or subject and it fails to turn into what I envisioned. 

stay tuned...

Lets Research Sin

Starting off I am going to do what I said in my previous posts regarding research. I will do some base research on sins than in my next post, I will delve deeper into what could be beneficial and deeper meanings.  I will take what seems beneficial in information for my short films. 

What I read:

• The seven deadly sins can be thought of as dispositions toward sin and separation from God.
• This idea would help my devil on the shoulder kind of aspect I would like to represent
• evil entails some good state of affairs that morally outweighs it.
•  a theodicy, an account of why God chooses to permit evil in the world (and why he is morally justified in so choosing)—e.g., that it is a necessary consequence of sin
• response presupposes that humans are indeed free, and it fails to reckon with natural evil, except insofar as the latter is increased by human factors such as greed or thoughtlessness. 
• “They’re called ‘mortal’ or ‘deadly’ because they lead to the death of the soul,” says Richard G. Newhauser, an English professor at Arizona State University
• "Vainglory is where we seek human acclaim.” - This refers to the pride
• avarice or greed shows up on all of the lists of sins -- a desire for wealth but for honors [and] high positions
• Sadness is closely related to envy 
• this can delve into the difference between realism and reality because they are so closely correlated.
• two types: joy at another’s misfortune and [the other is] sorrow at the fortune of someone else
• Wrath:  The Catechism says that “If anger reaches the point of a deliberate desire to kill or seriously wound a neighbor, it is gravely against charity; it is a mortal sin.”
• Early Christian theologians understood gluttony to include drinking too much alcohol and desiring too much fine food, in addition to overeating.
• an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires
• melancholy causes “slothfulness in fulfilling the commands.” 
• transgressions which are fatal to spiritual progress
•  Pride is also known as Vanity.
• Catholic Church differentiates between two different types of sin: venial sin (forgiven through a sacrament) and capital sin (meriting damnation without reconciliation).
• Each sin is a particular way of failing to love God with all one's resources and to love fellows as much as self. 
• Lust: Obsessive, unlawful depraved thought, or unnatural desire for sexual excitement, such as desiring sex with a person outside marriage or engaging in unnatural sexual appetites
• Lust: Greed for Sex, Attention
• Gluttony: Greed for Self-Indulgence
• Envy: Greed for Possessions, Personal Gain
• Sloth: Greed for Avoidance
• Pride: Greed for Greatness
• Wrath: Greed for Revenge 

• Lust means they are too lazy to love
• Gluttony means they are too lazy to consider others
• Sloth means they are too lazy to do anything
• Envy too lazy to think about anything but money and personal gain
• Wrath too lazy to consider the consequences of their vengeful actions
• Greed too lazy to think about anything other than money and power
• Pride too lazy to understand that there is more to life than money and power
•  sloth is plagiarism. "In this Internet culture, cut and paste is so easy," 

References
Little, B. (n.d.). The Seven Deadly Sins and Where They Came From - HISTORY. HISTORY. Retrieved February 26, 2022, from https://www.history.com/news/seven-deadly-sins-origins

religion. (n.d.). Encyclopædia Britannica; Encyclopædia Britannica. Retrieved February 26, 2022, from https://www.britannica.com/topic/religion

Seven Deadly Sins. (n.d.). Seven Deadly Sins. Retrieved February 26, 2022, from http://www.deadlysins.com

Seven Deadly Sins - New World Encyclopedia. (n.d.). Info: Main Page - New World Encyclopedia. Retrieved February 26, 2022, from https://www.newworldencyclopedia.org/entry/Seven_Deadly_Sins

https://www.apa.org/monitor/2013/12/elc-sins

In researching the seven deadly sins I was able to talk to coworkers around me and understand ideas and apply ideas presented. The way envy can be associated so closely with sadness was something that makes sense once I read the idea but I never formed that thought upon my own mind prior. Associations are quite important in understanding what the sins may mean and how this furthers my interpretations is very helpful. Just the idea of presenting similar ideas in different forms quite actually helped me. I even participated in a conversation on the idea of realism versus reality on the ideas I presented to them on my impression of envy as a relation to sadness. 

The next blog post most likely keeps the ideas I want to learn further in the introductions of sin representation. How I can even further these ideas will most likely be the interpretations I need to make. 

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Keep it going

 

We are going again...

• PARANOID - Award-Winning Psychological Horror Short Film 2021 - Mikael Roth Official
  
• The piece was shocking in the visuals displayed. However eye-shielding the scenes may require, the audio was quite amazingly created. The way the audio depicted the paranoia and how it compared to my idea was quite similar. Voices inside the woman's head became too overwhelming to the point we can see the feeling she is trying to transpire. I was not a fan of the composition of some of the shots.  The background grabbed my eye and the way the woman seemed too overexposed to the point distracted me from the point of the piece. Adding a visual effect over the piece could support and not dissipate from the feeling and communication attempting to be made. I enjoyed the audio usage made inside of the piece and will gather similar attempts in my own piece. There was even a voice-over to communicate the woman's thought which I could even do to make a narrow, but complex connection to the idea of the sin voiceovers to my characters' own voiceovers.  
• if the idea of the voiceover the sins controlling of my character are somewhat conflicting and create chaos with an addition of the character also communicating with voiceover. This can create a deeper meaning of the general insanity being produced. My idea can even develop to how the piece can strive to try to make my character into a devil with the sins, or devils on their shoulder, a simulated process at the end.
• that may have made no sense but it makes some sense to me and maybe I can refine it further to make sense. I just want to get my ideas out there and written and it can help me for future storyboarding. 

• Fear Filter - A Snapchat Horror Short
  
• To be scared of an idea I already had an idea of what it was is disappointing. I am glad that the piece was able to scare me. I am deciding whether the possibility I had both AirPods in played more of a factor or not. the audios of screaming were gripping and put me on edge. Stings playing in the background to make suspense were chosen quite well to build the atmosphere desired. I also enjoyed the beginning transition from outside to inside with a dialogue played to represent the female inside. Manipulation of lighting and the technical effects added quite a lot to the piece. I enjoyed the piece and how it was able to get me to jump. The composition of shots with subtle lighting and the end with the manipulation of shadow with the shadow monster was awesome. 

• JOLLY - Christmas Horror Short Film
  
• The plot of this story was not the best choice for the entirety. This piece did achieve its desired horror aspect and the Santa figure was quite creepy. Utilizing a dialogue with a character who doesn't have a mouth was done without any cringy outputs. I enjoyed the shots displayed in the piece quite immensely and they created the holiday time composition. How the production was able to create a character that isn't a real person develop the storyline without any actual mouth is done well. The voice was a good choice and the dialogue doesn't hold hesitation in any of the lines - sounded quite professionally done. 

From the first piece to the last piece - the featured pieces were quite different. I enjoyed the first one immensely due to how similar it was in the ideas I wished to present in my own piece. The 2nd and 3rd pieces composed shots so beautifully and I enjoyed watching them. Audio effects in all of the pieces, thankfully, didn't lack and draw attention away from their respected pieces. 

I wish to continue my blog by furthering my knowledge of the 7 deadly sins so I can plot more story ideas before furthering my research on the composition of psychological short films. 

 

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Story Drafting

 I got some inspiration last night when I was thinking about developing my piece where it made sense in how to differentiate the sins. I was thinking I could do something technological to present the sins. This would present the story as a technological reality but the sins are a part of my character's life.

The scene could play out when a weird sound goes off and it awakens my character to look to her arm or something and then she would immediately know what it means. They hear then see color, for example, green for greed, and they would out loud respond - "god I didn't need greed controlling me this week." 

After the sin is presented, if I can learn how to make special effects, there would be a diagram of which is lit up and how others are more shadowed than others. This could make the story function - that there is a sin or all of the sins coming out of nowhere and causing a character versus self to occur. 

I really want to dedicate research to just go into deep analysis of the sins and which I could present or how they can be featured in a known but tortuous way to the character. Since my piece is featuring these sins so closely, I need to find all faces they could present. Maybe in my research, I could even find out about the sins or ideas that can be interpreted as a sinful ideology but not one of the main 7 sins. 

Last year I did research on the sins and what the ideas behind them were. I focused more of my research to advocate for ideas of how the devil was presented. Sins are linked to the devil and I was able to research ideas of him and religious ideology or interpretations. To further the information I previously researched, I would need a more in-depth analysis of these different sins. 

I will continue to do short film research - and I have looked up more short films I want to watch - and also combining sources researching and explaining the ideology of sins. I eventually need to research software to see if I can produce the visual effects I had an idea of presenting and how I could hypothetically do that. 

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One Week In

 Ending my week off I see the things I may struggle with now and in the future. I need to find my character for my production to center around. To find this person, I need availability and ambition to experiment with the production. If I can see who will be performing the dialogue, I can idealize what would be a comfortable and fluid language that wouldn't feel cringy to hear. Developing the narrative needs more production and so does the dialogue surrounded. 

I am very interested in what I can do with the stings and other audio effects with this piece. I really would like to experiment and not go with the way I worked last time on my piece. The way I filmed my piece without audio - that I then had to create all in post-production was difficult. I should plan very intricately before I film to pick locations where any dialogue wouldn't be interrupted. I remember one of the pieces I watched for research had a voiceover to fix a lack of dialogue and the match-up of visual and audio was distorted. Even with group projects, I worked on this year, my partners who edited and attempted audio match-up failed to do so properly. 

I decided to talk my storyline out with a peer because I was already forming doubts about my short film topic. I was thinking based on the research I did on short films, I could change part of my storyline to adapt to the ideas I liked that were presented. The short films I watched under the psychological genre contributed to creating horror themes. Creating a new idea isn't something I want to do, but creating themes of suspense and horror would be dually beneficial for what I want to create.

A development I started to create after talking today was an idea of furthering my storyline lines of sins to motivate the main character to illegal shenanigans. The postmodern twist I still want to create is the simulation aspect. The simulation is created by a second character, which would pose as a best friend, to control these malicious thoughts that the sins produce. I could adapt the lighting and the compositions of the shots to follow the genre characteristics of horror films. I like the look of those tinted shots that

compose the shot with dark tints. I included a couple of shots that produce shots I admired very much when doing my research. 

With my film opening last year I did purchase an app that can manipulate lighting and focus as well as the color of the shot. 

During a class Halloween competition, a group I was part of produced a quick horror short story. During that time, I was able to utilize this app and manipulate the shot favorably with more of a reddish tint. 

a shot from the Halloween competition

Anyways, a week into my Cambridge portfolio project I have made a process in the short film storyline. Knowing what is needed to keep the process going is good but I am struggling already concerning a subject and how I want to work to develop this piece. I did decide on another plotline today to create that postmodern twist. I do plan to have more posts regarding research to gather inspiration and develop more aspects of this project.  My next post will most likely research other short films like I have done previously to develop further themes and plot narratives.

stay tuned...